Category Archives: matters of the heart

the art of getting by

(I paused in between writings of this entry, contemplating if I ever have the courage to publish it and for what reasons do I want to do so. Ofcourse, the pauses were also reflections of how hard it is for … Continue reading

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Enough for now

I write nowadays more of a therapy to myself. This is my sanctuary where I have the freedom to think and reflect. A lot of times we bit our tongues for many reasons – anger, not wanting to hurt another … Continue reading

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another important date, another day missed

Vishal had his PACES exam last Sunday. And I am here, thousands of miles across the oceans. I wish I had a genie at my disposal and I’d asked for a return ticket to London stat. Every inch of my … Continue reading

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the last day

It has been a hectic last one month for me. I can see that things are unlikely to slow down, it may get crazier. I once wrote, studying and working at the same time is hard. No joking guys, and … Continue reading

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i’m not without flaws

Sometimes i think being a perfectionist, allows you less room for people to cut you some slack. Their expectations remained high without taking into consideration that I am a human too. I have my weaknesses, my challenges. I too get … Continue reading

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dysphoric

…. at times. I miss my pillow – who cushions me from the fall or prophylactically gives me the security that regardless of anything, he’s got my back. I miss my aid – who always coaxed me through my unsteadiness, … Continue reading

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all jitters

Time must have passed by quickly, I lost count and here I am – ready to move again. To a different workplace, to an entirely new team of colleagues. The worst is the amount of revising and sitting for exams … Continue reading

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the blamed party

Somehow along the way, I lost the novelty of FB a couple of months ago. I just stopped logging in and became disconnected from the world of mighty connections. I use it now and then, when I was reminded of … Continue reading

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it’s hard not to be there

It’s Vishal’s birthday today. And I’m here, thousand of miles across the oceans. I have been feeling a bit blue the last few days remembering the fact that I wont be able to celebrate just like the year before. But … Continue reading

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adjusting

It’s been more than a month now that I am back in my homeland. A decision made with a very heavy heart and a doubt that kept lingering. As much as I try to stay positive, believe that whatever happens … Continue reading

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