Monthly Archives: September 2012

of gullibility vs utmost fear

I am actually gullible. There. I said it. I would fall for the oldest trick in the book. Something I can’t change since donkey years ago. I am used to being the subject laughed at. Pathetic? You bet. I have … Continue reading

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Transparency

Apparently my walk is different, so they said. Apparently I push the food on my plate several times, taking only bites. Apparently I tolerate more and more crappy referrals and patients’ rantings, I didn’t even bother to fight back. Or … Continue reading

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baffled, initially.

Over the last week or so, there was a recurring theme that kept visiting. People near and far, close buddies and not forgetting, yours truly. It was about certainty, or in actual fact, uncertainty. I had so many questions in … Continue reading

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keep calm and carry on.. easier said than done

Today, the countdown strikes 39.. 39 days to go to war. Over the last few days, I can feel my physical self has started to begin to “suffer”. You know the phase of constant nausea, heart beating faster than miliseconds … Continue reading

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a day without the stethoscope

Okok.. i know, i know.. am supposed to have my bum glued to the study chair. (I’m hearing Nani’s and Suraya’s screamings telling me off). I just had lunch, and I just need a breather. Hahaha, self justification and self … Continue reading

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the wisdom of (dear) friends

Amongst the many things I have been blessed in life is the abundance of good friends I have. I am grateful that wherever I go and in whichever phase of my life, there will be atleast a handful of special … Continue reading

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don’t blow away

I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn’t know you had inside you. And it doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, … Continue reading

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