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that corridor

That once heard the laughters of 4 doctors sharing their tales of the day – the demanding patient, the poor makcik who cant afford our chemo, the nasi lemak that was worth the calories – appear bare and hollow in … Continue reading

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Goodbye for now. (Al Fatihah for Dr Nur Emilia Othman)

It seems like a dream. I feel like I went through the motions of the day without clarity. Yet, it was true. You have left us Kak Emi. And we know you are in a better place, insya Allah, but … Continue reading

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6 weeks ago exactly

That my mum told me, we are marrying my sister off. I nearly lost control of the mug I was holding at that point. A wedding. In six weeks. *image of being hanged flickered in front of my eyes* Two … Continue reading

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Their happy is too loud

It has been a while. If Aina didn’t nudge me, this may go on forever. This ‘drowning’ and absence from the surface. I cant really put a finger to it. The GHKL rotation ended in May and boy I was … Continue reading

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a wonderful affair

Had been a beautiful 2-day event for my dearest Anne. You know when you shed tears at a wedding? It was out of my joy and relief for her. We have been through thick and thin. My dearest had always … Continue reading

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In exchange of spoken words

Of late, I am a person with very little words. Unlike the normal me, a lot would remember one bubbly person. I found my words are of little value. Too poor in comparison. I stumbled upon coming out with the … Continue reading

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Hanging up the white coat

Spent the first 3 days of the year under my duvet; battling the fever and chills. It felt like there were thorns within my throat. I thought of the times I complained of being fat and eating too much. It … Continue reading

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